S I L E N C E

Its hard sometimes to understand silence someone created. You wish you could just get into their head without asking, "What's wrong?" or ask them to tell you what is on their mind. But some people find it very hard to talk about their feelings all the time, its hard to get out of their comfort zone.

Yes, they say that action speaks louder than words. But sometimes you need words to understand silence, so we won't misinterpret the silence between. Because you can feel so much but show it too little. So sometimes, you just need to balance them both.

All your life, you may have learned to suffer in silence, but you don't have to. Because there come a time when you finally met that one person, who will always be there for you no matter what, and try so hard to understand you, but not fix you, simply just try to be there so you can heal yourself, is the time where you don't have to suffer in silence and where you don't have to suffer alone. Trust me, that person wouldn't mind. Sometimes you just have to learn to let people in and open up a little bit. Sometimes you need to speak up, you need to say your feelings out loud.

Not everyone will see you as a burden if you talk about your problems or your feelings all the time. But if you don't try anything to fix it or listen to someones' advices but you keep on complaining about it then yes, they will probably see you as a burden they don't have to carry around, so they will eventually leaves. But not everyone is like that. Have faith. Trust me, I have been going through an emotional roller coaster these last couple of weeks. From feeling cynical about love to being exaltedly happy, then full of doubts about so many things, then pissed.. until finally, I feel blessed.

So many things has happened, but if you believe that everything's going to be fine, it will be. I was so tired believing and acting like I'm okay and I am happy, but then I decided, things will work out the way they supposed to, the bad news is- nothing lasts forever. But the good news is- nothing lasts forever. So if you're struggling right now, and bad things are happening to you, don't worry, it won't last. But if you're happy right now, it won't last either, but what you can do is not worry it will end and just enjoy the moment.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that, from time to time you need to show and tell someone how you feel, because the worst distance that could happen is caused by misunderstanding and miscommunication. And some people will eventually leaves because they don't understand the silence you're creating. There are still some good people around, and sometimes if you're lucky enough, you will found that person and they won't leave no matter what happen. But again, we need words, not just noise to understand the silence we don't understand. Its scary sometimes, but find someone who will worth the pain, and just let them in and open your heart, because that is when you will heal yourself.



I hope you have a great day, and I feel like the need to thank you, for those of you who keep on reading my blog and find my blog inspiring or just enjoying reading it. So thank you, you guys are awesome x