Aching heart. Chaotic mind. Tortured soul...........and because she's in trouble. Nobody gonna save her now. Not even herself.

I think I'm getting bad again.
Very bad timing as well.

I'm so tired.
I don't even think words can describe how I'm feeling.
Probably wasted.
I feel like everything is wasted.
Time has been wasted. Energy has been wasted. And for what? For nothing.
Tired.
I want to end it.
I want it to stop.
Saved from the darkness just to lose my self to the darkness. Again. What an irony.
What a shame.
Shame on me.
Me.
Me.
Me.
Me.
Me.
Me.
Fuck you.
Fuck you.
Fuck you.
Fuck you.
Fuck you.
Fuck you.
So much anger. So much. So many. Chaos. So many voices. Make it stop. Pain. Make it stop. Make. It. Stop.
Fuck you.