Living abroad

When you live abroad, there are reasons why you chose to move; its either for education reason, or it might be because you want to escape or find a new or different atmosphere. 

But when you finally did it, all you feel is excitement and fear. And probably sadness. Well the sad part is very obvious, because when you live abroad, you probably have to leave your family and your best friends. But the fear part is that you might be afraid if you can't find friends there etc. But you also soothed by the idea of having a new atmosphere. You feel excited because in your new home, no one knows you, and you can be whoever you want. You totally have a clean slate, and some people find this very comforting. 

If you live or wanting to live abroad, this might happen to you or crossed your mind at some point:

You started thinking, its been ages since you stayed in your hometown for more than two months, life has gone without you. One day, you simply look back and realize that so much has happened in your absence, that so much has changed. Everybody is already getting used to it living without you. 

And at some point you also might think and felt like you get left behind, but have you ever think that you're the one leaving everyone behind? 

Positive or negative; its all depends on you how you want to see it. 

Cynthia Clara, 

xxx