I have thought about it many times.

Perhaps mostly because everyone besides myself seems to wonder when I'm going to find someone new. But I don't let it get to me. I'm not looking for someone new. I'm far from ready and I don't want to be in a relationship or have a crush with anyone. I just started to let go of my previous one.

There is a time for everything, and now is my time to heal. To grow strong and be whole in myself. Learn to live with myself, my scars and my memories. Learn how to feel safe within and not let that one single frightened voice in my head (the ego) stop me from having an open heart and dare to love unlimited. I've still got a lot of things to do in my life, i got too many dreams to chase. There is no time to chasing someone that is not worth my time.

What has been, has been. What is now is now. The rest is still unwritten.